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As i wrote in my last note, i hadnt been doing any rat pictures, because of my sick girl. A few days ago, she got put to sleep, because i couldnt stand watching her getting more and more ill. I wouldnt want an operation, with an unclear result, so i felt it was the best thing to do for her. Sadly, that led to an enormous depression, the days up to the vet visit, i couldnt get a hold on my self, and for the last few weeks, i have been stuck in bed.
But now, that i know my girl is a better place, i have got the will for pet rats back, and looking on the others, makes me realise it really was the best thi